a new update

i just thought i would write a blog on a new update. i might have told you all that mike is going from national guard to the active army. well he is on his way to ft riley, ks as we speech. we was hoping that i was going to be able to go with him but nope not going to get to. he is suppose to be training for a deployment. we dont know how long that training is going to be or where he will be going. heck we dont know if we will get to see each other again before he does leave on that deployment. we hope we do but we are not to sure. i hope i can at least see him for his birthday or christmas one but some part of me feels like i wont get to see him again. i am staying with my parents for awhile. but me and my sister and some cousins plan on having girls night outs/in at my and mike's house so that will be something that will keep me busy. i wish mike didnt have to go or that i could have went with him. but i know we can get though this. we done got though one deployment. so we can get though this to. well that is it for the update i will try to update again soon.

doc's appointment

i had a doctor's appointment today. it was about what to do sents the clomid didnt work. right now me and mike decided to take a break from trying to have a baby because of money problems and i want to get my body into shape. and plus with mike going from the national guard to the army things are pretty unsettled at the moment (now not with our relationship so dont go there) but with us moving again soon (be glad when we quit moving for awhile). and then there is a chance that mike will get deployed again. now get back to the doctor's appointment. she put me on metformin again to help me from getting diabetes in the future. she said that the pcos can cause diabetes in woman when they get older. and diabetes does run in the family. plus it might also help me get pregnant to. i think the first time i took i didnt take it long enough for it to take effect. and she also put back on the provera to because she doesnt want me going over 3 monthes to have a period. and she said that if we wanted to she would send us to a RE (someone who deals with infertility). but with us moving soon we just decided that it might be good for us to wait a few monthes and hope that mike doesnt get deployed any time soon. well i need to go and fix something to eat for dinner but i will try to update again later.