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Wednesday, April 29, 2009
my time with mike
well that is pretty much it. sorry for it being so long. i try to shorten it some. i hope you all have been doing good.
Wednesday, April 1, 2009
3 monthes down
well it has been 3 monthes sents the last time i seen mike. sents i got to be in his arms and felt safe and loved. i cant believe that we have 3 monthes down and way to many to go. at times it doesnt seem like all that long ago that he was home and sometimes iits seems like it was a lifetime ago that he was home. i do try to stay busy but sometimes it is kind of hard to stay busy when i cant think of anything to do. sometimes the weekends are the hardest. because when mike was home we would spend the weekends either going to flea markets or shopping. or we would go and rent movies and just watch movies all weekend long. or we would go and visit family. but since mike has been gone i just feel like i have stayed home on weekends more then i did when mike was home. sometimes i dont want to make my family feel like i am truding on their plans. and i know that i probably do at times. but it is just so lonely and i do need to get things to mail off to mike. i dont want him to ever feel like i dont care about him and since he isnt home for me to show him how much i do care for him then i have to show it in packages. and sometimes i am drove crazy by being lonely and bored and i just love to go shopping. i love to go shopping and find good deals on things. i also love to go to yard sales to. you can find good deals on things at yard sales. oh talking about yard sales i got to tell you a story. i went to this yard sale one day and i seen this pair of jeans that looked really nice jeans to be used. they looked brand new just about it and they had $20 on the jeans. no i didnt get them. heck i didnt get nothing at that yard sale. i left. if i want to spend $20 on a pair of jeans i will go to a store and buy them so that way i know they are brand new and i can try them on before buying them. okay that is that for that story. i am going to go but i will try to write more later. ( it maybe like around easter or right before easter one when i will write again) i hope you all are doing good.