sept has finally passed. sept was not a good month for me at all. our bills was allittle to high. but we got them all paid. we had to spend time apart and we got though that. i wish we didnt had to spend time apart but we did. i really missed mike alot. i love spending time with him. i guess some people dont understand that and it caused drama. i cant help but wanting to spending time with mike. i enjoy spending time with mike. i enjoy going shopping with him. i enjoy sitting at home with him. i enjoy everything we do together. and i know he feels the same way.
oct is probably going to feel like a long month. i am going to go and visit with family in oct. and i will be there until thanksgiving. well like a day or two after thanksgiving. i wish me and mike wasnt going to be apart again but there is nothing we can do about it. i am going to miss spending halloween with him. this will make about the 5th halloween in a row that we have missed together. but there is nothing we can do about it but just go with the flow until we see each other again. i wish there was something we could do but there isnt. before any of you other military wives starts trying to tell me or explain to me the why of they go though this training. just know that i already know why they go though it. and i am glad the military takes time to try them. but i still love spending time with my husband and i will always want to be with him instead of him being gone all the time.
okay enough about all that. dont really have much planned for oct. we did have but it all got changed. i am going to try to get out while visiting family to take some pictures so i can have some more for beth's hobby group. i am going to try to talk my nieces in modeling for me. i think they will do it. well i know for sure that my youngest niece will. i just hope my oldest niece will.
i am doing pretty good besides all that stress last month. i feel like i have lost some weight. dont know how much because i havent weighted. i dont plan on it. i am just going to go by how my clothes feel. and they feel alittle looser then they was. i have started fixing small plates when i eat. and if that small plate doesnt fill me up then i fix another small plate. but usually the first fills me up. mike is doing good. just staying really busy with work. which i know he is doing a good job. he always try his hardest at everything he does.
