can you believe that today is the last day of sept. i sure cant. this month sure does seemed like it by fast even though there was days it just dragged by but now with it being the last day of sept looking back at this month it did go by fast. i really havent done much this month fight my allergies, read, cleaning, go though clothes to get rid of, and talk to mike. oh i love talking to mike. i love sharing my good and bad days with him. love how he can make my bad days turn into good days. okay getting off track alittle here. i also been getting things for the baby shower in nov for my cousin. also have all the decorations and the things for the games and the beginning of nov i will get the food for it. i also have been stressing alot about our bills and moving back to texas. yep i am moving back to texas in nov. it will be sometime after my cousin's baby shower. but i am going back to texas. had to take money out of our savings yet again to cover bills. and it sucks big time. but our insurance are paid up for the six months, so that is one less thing to worry about for the next six months. i am hoping that once i get moved and get settled that mike and i will be able to start saving money again. but i dont know if it is going to be possible with our bills. and i am still trying to think of a way to get the money up to move on in nov. because i think what is left in the savings is not going to cover it all. i just feel so bad that we do not have as much in the savings as we was hoping we would have. but the bills are just bills and i do not want them to be late. and i plus i have been trying to paying off some of them. we have one bill paid off and that is a credit card of mike's. but we still have so many more that needs to be paid off and i am going to try my hardest to get them paid off one day. i was hoping we could have paid off in a year from now but it is looking like it isnt going to happen. it may wand up being longer.
on to other things lol. the month oct is going to busy for me. with getting everything ready for the move in nov. i still need to go though some more things. and plus i may go ahead and pack up some summer clothes. i will not be needing my shorts or bathing suits or some of my tank tops right now. well it is still not cold but it is not hot neither. and i plus i am going to try to work out as much as i can. because i do want to try to loose a few more pounds before christmas. i think i am doing good with the weight loss. i am not at the weight i was last year. i havent gained any back and havent lost anymore. it seems like i am stuck at about 176lbs. i know i will loose some more it will take time and patience.
besides all that we are doing good. we are looking forward to the day we will get to start the fertility shots. which maybe anywhere from march to april. i am kind of hoping for earlier then that. and i am also hoping that by this time next year i will be pregnant or be starting the adoption process. we wand up getting pregnant then we will start the adoption process in 2013 probably. we do know that if the fertility shots work or not we still want to adopt.
well i am going to go but i hope you all have a good day. and that you had a good month of sept and you have a good month of oct. we wish you all the happiest and joy for everyone.