good bye 2011 hello 2012

good bye 2011 and hello 2012. i can not believe that this is the last day of this year. it doesnt seem like it should be though. 2011 was tough year at least i guess you could say that. it started out with me spending time with mike before he left on a deployment. (and i just have to say that it is ending with me spending time with mike after he came home on deployment so that is good lol). then several days after the 1st of jan 2011 i moved back to alabama from texas so i could have been closer to my family during the deployment. then not long after moving back to alabama i lost a uncle to cancer. it seemed like i have stayed sick with my allergies or a cold this pass year. stayed under alot of stress. there was alot of times i felt like i shouldnt have moved back to alabama during the deployment because it just seemed like there was times that my family didnt want to spend anytime with me. (they kept using the excuse that i lived nearly a hour away but i had to drive to their house just about every weekend so i do not see what was going to hurt them to visit me some or at least go shopping with me or go to the movies or just came down to eat dinner with me. i hope they will never have to know what it is like to live alone and eat dinner alone. that is not fun. i moved back to texas in nov and then like a week and half a go i went to the homecoming for mike and i got into a wreck. wont get the car back until sometime next month. i really do hope that 2012 is a good year for us. i hope we get pregnant this year or we get to adopt. i hope that good things happens for us and for everyone. you may ask if i am making any new year resolutions. nope i am not. i am tired of making them and then never sticking with it. i can hope that things that i would like to happen happens but i am not going to hold my breath and i am not going to say that i am going to do this or that one because i have never kept with a new year resolutions. i actually do not know of anyone that has. lets see what else i hope happens in 2012. i hope that i will be able to start some online college courses. and i hope that my health gets better. that is pretty much it. well i am going to go. happy new year to everyone who reads this and i hope you all have a safe and fun night tonight and that 2012 brings happiest and joy to everyone.

dec already

can you believe it is dec already, i can not. it seems like just yesterday i was blog about nov and what all i had to do in nov lol. nov was a busy month for me. gave my cousin her babyshower that was a fun day. moved back to texas (oh isnt moving fun haha ) i started unpacking the saturday after thanksgiving. and i am still not done. oh i was without heat for like 6 days there. there was like two or three days there that it wasnt all that cold at night so it didnt brother me. but on saturday it got really cold. they came out to look at it on saturday but couldnt fix it. the property management company that we are going though to rent the house sent over a little heater for me to use until they got the heat fixed. it was finally fixed on tuesday. the pass two days i havent felt like doing to much because i have been sick with a cold. i hope it leaves soon. the only rooms i have left to finish up with things is the bedroom and the office. i am almost finished with the bedroom and really havent gotten started on the office. i have done a couple of things in there but not enough to tell that i have done anything lol.

there isnt much going on in dec but paying bills (which i do every month) finishing up with unpacking, and celebrating christmas. i hope that i will be able to get all i want to get mike for christmas but we will have to wait until like around the 15 of this month to see if i will be able to. i have only gotten him one thing for christmas so far and two things for his stocking. but i know we wont have much for christmas but at least we will be together. well that is hopefully we will be together for christmas.

well that is it for now i will try to update more later.