can you believe it is march all ready. it just seems like it was yesterday that it is was becoming feb and now it is march. as i sit here and type this. i can hear birds whistling out side. it is so close to spring and i so can not wait. maybe then the weather will not go from cold one day to warm the next. feb was a okay month for us. we got to spend some time together. and i love spending time with mike. i decided to go ahead and stop taken the birthcontrol as it was not helping with my anixety at all. it was keeping my anixety up and i so did not like that and plus there was some people who i thought was my friend wasnt really so i got rid of them and some people who was friends but i just got tired of their whining about this or that every day. i am not kinding it was every freaking day that they was whining about something and i just got tired of it. there is to much in my life that is going on to be hearing them whining about every single thing every day. dont get me wrong people need to vent but when you are doing it every day and you are not taken the time to listen to your friends when they need to vent then that isnt a friend to me and you had to go.
march should be a good month for us also. my oldest niece turns 18 this month. i so can not believe it. i remember her being a little bitty baby. but i am proud of her. she graduates from highschool in may and she is making plans to go to college. what else is going on this month. oh mike and i will finally be taken a small vacation this month and i so can not wait. we just need to get away from here for alittle while and spend time with just us without any phones (hopefully no phones but we will see how that goes lol) and no internet. it will be so good to get away with mike. i get my dress for the ball that we have to go to next month this month. and i am going to try to loose at least 5lbs before the ball. you noticed i said try to. i think i am doing good on the weight loss. last month i got up to workout for 60 minutes and today i worked out for 90 minutes and i feel pretty good. i do hope that this month is not so stressful and full of drama. yes last month was stressful and full of drama which i am not going to go into because i just want to relax and not worry about it. i am leaving it up in God's hands because there is nothing i can do about it. i really do hope that every thing works out but i can not do nothing to fix it and i wish i could (and no it has nothing to do with mike and i). oh yeah last month we started a monthly meal plan and it went pretty good. i think we spent a total of over 300 last month on groceries and this month was 250 needless to say though there is days we will not be home but still 250 on groceries is pretty good compare to over 400 a month we was spending by going grocery shopping every week. i think the only time we went to the store was just to get out of the house last month. well we did broke up our grocery shopping twice last month as all the meats wouldnt fit in the freezer but this month they did as we will not be home on some days and we do have date nights to. next month we will spend more on grocery shopping as we are having a small get together for some people in mike's unit. you all know when we have a small party or get together i got to decorate and yep i am going to decorate for this little party. since it is going to be in the spring i am going to use spring colors for decorations. i need to go ahead and start buy a few things up for that this month. may try to buy all the decoration this month and like the day before the party go buy all the food. i think that is a plan.
well i am going to go but i will try to update more later on. maybe try to update on the weight loss before next month.
