drama drama

why is it that there are some people out there that likes causing drama. do they not realize that the drama they try to cause can cause them to either lose a son, daughter, mother, father, sister, brother, or a friend. to me it isnt worth it but if you start to drama with me you will be deleted out of my life as i have no use for that crap in my life. mike and i are trying to live our life peacefully and dont want stress or any negative things in our life. i am fixing to be 32 years old and i am just so done with all this highschool drama crap want a be people. i am also adult and not a teenager.  if you want my respect then you need to respect me. if you dont like me dont try to be my friend or what ever. because i do not need fake people in my life. i am going to send up a prayer for theses people or person that has tried to cause drama that they learn that they can not treat people the way they are and that they need to change.

going to the gym

i started going to the gym last week. i only went like twice last week because of my allergies kicking my butt last week. i kept a bad headache and then started coughing. so on thursday i decided to start taken that airborne and benadryl and of course i used my nasal spray that i have to get it knocked out. it helped a lot. they are still brother me but not as bad as they was last week.  on saturday and sunday mike and i went for a walk at the park that is close by. we so enjoyed getting to do that together. we dont get to do it much as we are always finding other things to do but i think we are going to try to stick with doing this on weekends as it is healthy for us and we get to spend time together. (well we are usually spending time together on weekends anyways but it is either shopping or eating lol). so far i have been to the gym every day this week. i dont know if i have lost any weight or not yet but i do feel better. i also have been trying to stay away from junk (some of my friends and i are doing a no junk food challenge for 21 days) and i am trying to stay away from meat for a little while. i just started feeling like i was eating to much meats and i was feeling drained. i dont know for sure if it was the eating a lot of meats or if it was because of allergies or what. but i just wanted to take them out of my diet for two weeks. and so far i have done better at staying a way from meats then i have junk food lol. on saturday i get to start back eating meats again. and aug 4 is i can eat junk food if i want to. well i guess you can say that i can continue to eat junk food haha. i do think i do okay with the no junk food challenge as i havent been eating to much of it like i was. i am still learning to control the amount of food i eat. that has gotten better but i know at times i could do better.  i also have been trying to drink more water thru out the day. i use to not drink water at all during the day except when i have to take my meds but i have gotten better at that. i have days where i will drink four bottles of 16 oz of water a day and some days are less then that. maybe one day i will be able to drink five bottles of water. but i am going to stick to aiming for four bottles until i get to the point where i am drinking four bottles every day and not just some days and then i will move up to aiming for five bottles. i know one day i will lose all this weight that needs to be gone and be back at a healthy weight, it may take a while but i will lose it.

okay update you on the ttc now. we are still waiting on mike's results to get back in. he had to give three different samples at different times and if you know military hospitals you will know that they are slow. hopefully we will have that one day next week. and hopefully we will be able to start the fertility drugs one day next month. we are trying to stay hopeful on this as we do not want to give up trying. but things are just getting tough. for the pass 8 years it has been one thing after another on ttc. we have had to push it  back because of deployments or other issues. and we do not want to push it back again. so if you a reader of ours and you pray please pray that things work out and we get to try the fertility drugs next month.

well that is it for a update for now but i will try to update again soon.