tomorrow is father's day. i sure wish i could just look at mike and say happy father's day daddy but that isnt going to happen. things are just so hard with trying to get pregnant. each year that comes and go by with us having a baby or pregnant gets harder each passing year. sometimes i feel like it is time to give up the hope because it isnt going to happen and then i have times where i feel like it is going to happen. and when i am feeling like that i go shopping or get around my family and see all the babies and my nieces and nephews and i am like why cant it be me. dont get me wrong i love my nieces and nephews and i am so happy for my friends that have kids or who are pregnant. but it is so hard.
oh and when i see kids that are being a abuse or a mother or father who kills their baby or women or little girls who are pregnant that does drugs though out their pregnancy, can get pregnant really easy and i cant. i am always asking myself why cant it be me this time.
well that is enough of my little vent for now.
oh and when i see kids that are being a abuse or a mother or father who kills their baby or women or little girls who are pregnant that does drugs though out their pregnancy, can get pregnant really easy and i cant. i am always asking myself why cant it be me this time.
well that is enough of my little vent for now.
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