4 monthes down and a little update

well we have 4 monthes down and way to many to go. that is right mike has been gone for 4 monthes minus the 2 weeks that he was home last month. i cant believe that it has been a week sents i had to carry him back to the airport. i sure do wish that this deployment was already over with and that mike was home. yeah i have been trying to stay busy but i miss him so much. i miss going a sleep in his arms. or just him laying beside me as i go to sleep. usually he is either reading or playing his ds. (as my nephew says he is a game freak LOL) but hey i dont care if he plays just as long as he is beside me. i have been trying to keep myself busy by uploading pictures and reading and exercise. i had gotten mike a wii for our anniversary ( i know it was early but i wanted him to be able to play it some you know what i mean). and he bought me a wii fit to go with it so i have been working out with it. i think i may have to throw in some more exercises in with it because i dont know if it is going to be enough to lose the weight i want to lose. yeah i know cutting back on the eating will help awhole lot and i am working on that but i will take some time LOL.

okay now on for a update. as most of you know i tried femara while mike was home. it is another fertility drug. well it didnt get my levels up to where the doctor wants it be so i have to higher dose. dont know how much higher of a dose but we will find that when mike gets to come home again and that will be whenever this deployment is over with. my levels (progestrone levels) was 9. something i think it was like 9.5 or 9.7 and it is suppose to be 12. so no pregnancy right now maybe by this time next year we will be pregnant.

well that is it for now i will try to update you more later. i hope you all are doing good.