just dont understand

i just dont understand why some people think they are better then and other people for that matter. we are all the same. no one person is better then anyone else. no one person is perfect. i know i am not perfect and i dont try to be perfect. i do try to be a good person, a good daughter, a good sister, a good aunt, a good wife, and a good friend. i listen to my family or friends when they need to vent about anything no matter what it is. and i try my best not to judge them. yes i will emit that i may have had my moments where that the judging comes up but i always stop and think of what i am doing and i stop judging. and i am sorry if i have hurt anyone feelings. i do not mean to. you maybe sitting there wondering why i am writing this and i will tell you. have been made to feel like i am worthless, that i am not a good wife and that some of my online friends doesnt really care to get to know me in person or is a true friend. i have invited some to hang out either at a resturant or at my and mike's home but they never show up or let me know if they are coming or not. but they can met up with mutual friends of ours. i have been judge by some people because i dont have a driver licenses. you can say you know how feel about having a fear of driving but you dont know what it is like to have panic attacks. feeling your heart racing and like it is about to jump out of your body. you dont know how feels to have these panic attacks either sitting behind the wheel or in the passager seat when the driver has to slam on the brakes to keep from hitting some stupid person who isnt driving right. you will never know how it feels until you experince it yourself and i hope you never have to go though something like that. i have been made to feel like i am not a good ( and let me tell you this that mike has never made me feel that way. he has always made feel loved and that i am a good wife. ) by the simple fact that i really dont like wearing sorten kinds of clothes to function me and mike has been invited to. (yes i do have some nice clothes in my closet ) i think that i should be the person that i am and not be someone i am not.

if you can not be my friend and like me for me then there is no reason for us to be friends. i am who i am and if you dont like it then get to stepping out of my life because i dont need you or your judging or drama in my life.