wonders if i will ever get done with everything.

i wonder if i will ever get done with everything before i leave around the 12 of nov to go back to texas. i got to have my whole house packed up and be ready to move the weekend after thanksgiving. i was hoping we could have a moving company to do it all but it was going to cost us nearly 7000 dollars. so my family is going to help me with everything. i still hope that we are going to have the money for everything that needs to be done. i have finish up the shopping for that baby shower (which i dont think that is going to cost to much more. i have coupons for sometime for that lol). i need to buy paint to paint the kitchen and living room. got to have money for a plane ticket for my brother. he is going to drive me to texas as i am afraid i will have a panic attack on the interstate. and got to have money to give him for gas and a moving truck (which i think we are going to go with a budget rental truck) and i got to have money to pay our bills next month and to rent us a house. next month is going to be really tight on the money i think. i really do need help with the packing and moving boxes and tubs around but i am afraid to ask my family for to much help. i feel bad that they have to help me move our stuff back to texas. i hate that they are having to take time out of their busy lives to help and i love them for that. i know i need to focus on one thing at a time to keep my stress level down but it is so hard not to. esspecially when i just look around the house and see everything that still needs to be done. i know it all is not going to be organized to good. and once i start to unpack it all when it gets to texas i will be wishing that it was but i just do not have the time to organize or the money really. i think the only way to really get it completely organize is to buy all new storage tubs and we do not have the money for that (actually we could use some new ones as these are missing leds and some of the leds are busted alittle but we do not have the money for it.) just thinking about all this makes me want to crawl under the bed until it is all done.