it's june on already

this year sure does seem like it is going by fast because it seems like just yesterday it was turn jan but it is now june. may was a okay month for us. we paid off some bills. well actually what we did was sit down and went over how much it would take to get a personal loan to pay off some smaller bills and how much a month we would be spending or saving with the personal loan vs the smaller bills and the personal loan won out. i cant remember right at this time how much we will be saving at this time but that is okay i know it is more then what we was. it may take a month or two for us to start to a big difference in it. our house that we own is going up for sell today. hopefully it wont take it long to sell and we will have like nearly 900 dollars off of us each month and that will help so much. and hopefully will be able to pay off some of theses bigger bills soon and be able to save money to. now on to other things. we had that party for some of the soldiers in mike's unit last month. it went okay. only like a handful showed up but i have learned that it is always better to be prepared for more people then for less people. in my experience in the past when i bought less food more people showed up and i also have experienced the more you buy the less people show up lol. i wish i could get over my shyness because it stops me for interacting with people. unless i know you really pretty good then i will talk to you. dont get me wrong i will talk to you if you talk to me but i am usual not the one that say something first. i have always been like that. and if you really know me you know that i am a quiet person unless there is something that pisses me off or when i have something to say. so yeah i do have my moments where you can not get me to shut up lol.

okay moving on to what we have going on in june. which is pretty much not a whole lot. we are hoping that we will get to do all the fertility treatments this month but as i am still waiting for them to call me about that test to see if my tubes are blocked i am beginning to wonder if we will get to try them this month. i am so tired of this waiting. i dont think theses people really know how it feels to waiting on them to call you about it or how long we have been waiting to have a baby. i am tired of this waiting. that is all it ever seems like i am doing is waiting. okay moving on. like i said we dont have much going on for june. we are trying to get things ready for when we do get pregnant.

well i am going to go but i i will try to update more later.

Doing alittle editing. We will not be doing the fertility treatments this month as there are some tests other then my tubes being checked that has not finished yet as they didn't tell us up front that it takes three different rounds in some many weeks apart and it is looking like it may wand up being aug before we will get to.