9 years ago

9 years ago today i married my best friend. my one true love, the guy i was meant to be with. my soulmate. the guy that god had sent to me. i really can not believe it has been nine years already. there are times it seems like just yesterday we was getting married and there is times it seems like it has been years. but i still can remember the day we got married. it may have not been the wedding of our dreams but one thing that we will always keep in our hearts is that we married each other. we had wanted a outdoor wedding but instead of outdoors it was a church wedding (nothing wrong with getting married in a church it just wasnt something we wanted) we choose this date july 3, 2004 because we thought our families would come to it since they really wouldnt be taken time off of work to come to it that they was already getting that week off. so in others words when we picked july 3 we wasnt really thinking of our selves. we was thinking of everyone else. dont get me wrong we would not change nothing that went on on that date for nothing in the world but we do plan on renewing our vows next year so that way we can have the wedding of our dreams and also thinking back to our actual married we didnt have all that much money to put in for the wedding of our dream as we was having to pay for it our selves. but it would have been nice to have more then 10 (minus the kids that was came) people to our wedding. i think that is what hurt the most that out of 100 people we invited only 10 showed up. but what ever. i am just glad that i got to marry my best friend. i do not know what i would have done or where i would be if i hadnt met him when i did.