I was feeling very pretty last night

I was feeling very pretty last night. It has been a very long time since I have very pretty. Mike and I had a date night last night and I got all dressed up. We went to the movies and then out to eat. We went and seen Divergent. It was a really good movie. Almost as good as the book haha. Getting back to me feeling very pretty. It is hard to feel pretty when you look in the mirror and you look worn out and drained. All you see is the fat. Yes I see the fat. I do not see myself as a beautiful person. I have never seen myself as beautiful even when I was skinny. At that time I seen myself as a average person. But now all I see is fat. Last night was just one of those nights that I felt very pretty. After I got ready and looked in the mirror to make sure that my outfit was all right I was like dang I am pretty. I cleaned up really well.  But  today I have felt like crap. So I am glad I had one night of feeling pretty.