We are still waiting to get the okay to leave the state that our
Jelly Bean was born in. Well Jelly Bean and Mommy is waiting. Daddy had
to go back to AL for work or he wouldn’t be paid and he needs to be
paid. We hoping to hear something soon about being able to leave with
her. I think we may be getting to leave this weekend but I am not going
to hold my breath on that.
This week has been good and tough also. Good is getting to be with
Jelly Bean, she actually only woke up like twice last night. So
surprised at that. I dont know if it is just for last night or if she
will continue to do that. I hope she does continue to wake up twice at
night until she is sleeping thru the night. That would be so much better
for mommy and daddy lol, but it will be what will be and wouldnt change
anything about her at all. She is a good baby. She is happy just laying
in her swing and swinging. She is happy with her Ms Owl that plays
music.
The bad being away from Daddy. Both Jelly Bean and mommy wishes that
Daddy was with us. And also this week my grandmother will be having a
major surgery and I cannot be there as I am here waiting. My grandmother
is not doing well at all. They have said that she may make it thru
surgery and she may not. She is having to have her legs or just one of
them removed (think it is both but not to sure). She has a very bad
infection in them. I wish they was able to do the surgery sooner then
what the doctors had set it up but I guess it is one of those it is what
it is. I can not tell you how many times we have been told that my
grandmother will not make it thru the night or etc over the years but by
some miracle she makes a recovery. She is not the same woman that I
remember as she has dementia and has had strokes and etc , so she is in a
nursery home. (and yes I will emit it that I cannot stand to see her
like that as I dont want to remember her like that. I want to remember
her as the woman who would have yard sales. Drive fast and argue with my
grandpa and etc. So I have not visited her the nursery home. But that
doesnt mean that I dont love her and do not want her to suffer) So
please pray for my grandmother and that we get to go home this weekend.
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