can you believe that aug is half way over with all ready. i so can not. it seems like yesterday it was the 1st of aug lol. i also can not believe that school has started back. three of my nieces and nephews started back to school on aug 5. and the rest starts back tomorrow. i can not believe how old they are making me lol. my oldest niece will be going into 12th grade tomorrow. i can not believe that. i can remember going to the hospital and visiting her when she was born. she was a preemie. you can not tell it by looking her but she was. in 16 days i will be 31 years old. in some ways it is going to be kind of hard to turn 31 because i had always thought i would done had about 2 to 3 kids by now and i dont. i had went school shopping with my sister inlaw and old niece and youngest nephew one weekend ( i think it was like the first weekend of aug) and it just hit me that if mike and i had had gotten pregnant on our honeymoon like we was hoping at that time. then our child that we would have had would be starting school this year or going into first grade one. it would just depend on when they would have been born. i had never thought of it like that before but i did on that day i went shopping with my family. and i just wanted to come home and cry.
okay enough of that. i was going to write back in july about that on like july 26 well actually 27 , 2006 i had found out that i have hypothyroidism and i also have pcos. the two things that is keeping me from getting pregnant. to tell the truth sometimes i wonder if there is something else going on to. i can not believe that it has been 5 years since i found out. it just doesnt seem like it. maybe this is going to be our lucky year. well we can hope and pray.
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