A day late but happy thanksgiving

I know it is a day late but happy thanksgiving. I hope you all had a good thanksgiving. Ours went okay. We didn't do much but had a small dinner for us and that is it. I just didnt feel like doing to much of anything yesterday. I am starting to feel alittle better. Got to remove the stent today. Mike helped me removed. I am glad that I have strong man who loves helping me when I need it and who takes good care of me. I don't know how lucky I got to find him back in 2003 and then to marry him in 2004. He is the love of my life. We don't plan on doing to much today but rest some more. I know my body is still healing so I am going to take it easy or a little while longer.

Well that is it for now. I will try to update more later.

Surgery update

Well I am finally home and doing okay. We got to day surgery about 730 this morning. Waited in the waiting room for like a hour. Then they called me up to preop where they got me ready and then I guess I waited there for like a hour and half. Mike got to wait in that room with me. Then they wheeled me to the surgery room where all I remember is scooting over to the table. Then the next thing I knew I was awaking up in recovery. After recovery went to postop and stayed there maybe 20 to 30 minutes I guess. I am in some pain but not a whole lot. What really hurts is when I go pee. And hopefully when I get my meds ( mike went to pick those up) I will start take my meds and one is suppose to help with the pain while peeing. And on Friday I get to remove the stint myself. It is attached to a sting. And hopefully after that I will be feeling a whole lot better and I go back to see the doctor next month and hopefully by the time I see him he will have results from him sending the kidney stone off. I will have mike edited this post once he gets back from getting my meds to let you all know what the doctor said. Thanks for the prayers.


So the doctor came down after about a half hour said everything went well, they just went in and got the stone out. Looked like a little scraggly rock, they have to send it off for testing. Few days of rest and be back up and going. Hopefully Beth can get some rest now once healed up.

trying not to let monday get to me

i had decided on friday that i was going to try to enjoy my weekend. and so far i have. yesterday mike and i went to breaksfast at ihop and then went and did a little walking around at best buy and then kohls. then we came home and rested some and got ready to go to the circus. i had never been to a circus before and i really wanted to go. in some ways i really didnt feel like it but i wanted to go anyways. who knows when ever i would be close to town again that was going to have a circus. we had a really good time and it did help get my mind off of monday. then last night we had a little date night. (i love having date nights with mike they are the best) we went out to eat and came home and watched that movie brave. i went to bed not to long after it went off. and here it is sunday. maybe by this time tomorrow (1203 pm) i will be back home. but who knows how long it will be before i will be carried back for surgery. i hope it isnt to long after my report in time. i really hope it isnt to long after 830 am. yeah today i keep thinking about tomorrow. i wish i wasnt but it is on my mind. i have never had any kind of surgery before and i am scared. yes i am leaving it up to God but i am still scared. but i know that God will get me thru it and i will be home resting with mike taken care of me. i am so very thankful to have mike in my life. i really do not know where i would be at this time if it wasnt for him.

okay i am going to go but i will try to update probably on tuesday. or i may see if mike will update tomorrow sometime because he will more then likely remember everything better then i will lol. please keep us in your prayers for a good surgery and to heal quickly.

doctor update part 2

okay i just heard back from the doctor about the ct scan from today.  i have a kidney stone and will need to have surgery to remove it. i go back tomorrow to see the doctor and then on monday will be having surgery to remove it. so if anyone that is reading this and you pray please pray for me. i am so scared to have surgery but i know it needs to be done for me to start to feel better. and i want to feel better. i am tired of being sick. so lets pray that things goes good. i will try to update you again on monday (once i feel better from the surgery that is) to let you know how it all went. if not monday then probably on tuesday. in mean time just please pray for me. and also for mike to. he needs prayers also because he is going thru this with me also and i am so glad that i have him.

Hair growth

Just wanted to update on my hair growth. It seems like it has stopped growing again but that is okay. I have been under some stress so that is probably causing it. It has came a long way since April so that is a plus lol

doctor's appt update

okay just wanted to update you about my doctor's appt today. the doctor said that he thinks it is just a bladder infection. he had me pee in a cup, and i did blood work and he also went a head and did a cathlight. that is where they run a cath camera light like thingy inside you to look at your bladder. let me tell you that is so not fun and i hope i never have to have one done again. my bladder looked good except for the little bit of infection. i go tomorrow for a ct scan on my kidneys. so hopefully that will come back good also. also hopefully the blood work will come back good. maybe we will get those answers some time soon. hopefully we will get the results from the ct scan tomorrow also. i will be glad when we get done with all theses tests so i can relax. i miss relaxing lol.

well that is it for a update for now. as soon as i learn anything else i will let you know.

it's nov

yes i know that nov is almost half over with by now and i should have posted this earlier this month but i was trying to wait until we had some answers on what is going on. every since like the last of aug (my birthday) i have been having some problems with my body. at first i thought it was just a bad uti (and it possible still could turn out to be that. that is what we are hoping for anyways). i did had a appointment with a urologist on last tuesday but they sent me to the wrong clinic. i was suppose to have went to this one clinic that was like 20 to 30 minutes away and we knew we would have never made it in time for my appointment so i just had it reschedule. so i go tomorrow to see the urologist. i really hope that we can start to find out what is going on tomorrow and that it isnt to serious. but i am really scared that it is going to turn out be something really serious. i hope not but i am so scared that it is. mike has been my rock during this time. yes i know he is worried for me but he has helped to keep my spirits up. until we find out what is going on we have put the trying that last round of fertility treatments on hold. who knows it may turn out that we wont be able to try them so we will just move on to adoption. we have planned on adopting anyways if the fertility treatments worked or not but it may just turn out that we may have to move up the plan for adoption sooner then we had planned. i guess now is the time to start thinking of away to pay for adoption. adoption isnt cheap lol but that is okay we will get it all figured out.

well i guess that is it for a update right now. i will try to update what we learn from the doctor tomorrow (that is if we find out any answers tomorrow) if not tomorrow then as soon as we find out something. i hope you all are doing good and if you pray please pray for me. pray the strength i will need for what ever the out come is and pray for healing. and also please pray for mike also. i know it is my body  i am not the only that is going though this what ever it is because mike is here with me to.