Sunday, November 18, 2012

trying not to let monday get to me

i had decided on friday that i was going to try to enjoy my weekend. and so far i have. yesterday mike and i went to breaksfast at ihop and then went and did a little walking around at best buy and then kohls. then we came home and rested some and got ready to go to the circus. i had never been to a circus before and i really wanted to go. in some ways i really didnt feel like it but i wanted to go anyways. who knows when ever i would be close to town again that was going to have a circus. we had a really good time and it did help get my mind off of monday. then last night we had a little date night. (i love having date nights with mike they are the best) we went out to eat and came home and watched that movie brave. i went to bed not to long after it went off. and here it is sunday. maybe by this time tomorrow (1203 pm) i will be back home. but who knows how long it will be before i will be carried back for surgery. i hope it isnt to long after my report in time. i really hope it isnt to long after 830 am. yeah today i keep thinking about tomorrow. i wish i wasnt but it is on my mind. i have never had any kind of surgery before and i am scared. yes i am leaving it up to God but i am still scared. but i know that God will get me thru it and i will be home resting with mike taken care of me. i am so very thankful to have mike in my life. i really do not know where i would be at this time if it wasnt for him.

okay i am going to go but i will try to update probably on tuesday. or i may see if mike will update tomorrow sometime because he will more then likely remember everything better then i will lol. please keep us in your prayers for a good surgery and to heal quickly.

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