first doctor's appointment.

i just realized that i never wrote about our first doctor's appointment. we had went to the doctor on tuesday march 26, 2013 and this is what all that went on

today i had a doctors appointment to have a ultrasound done to check to see if i had any follicles developing. i had a few and one was really big but it wasnt at the size it needs to be to be able to get the hcg shot ( aka trigger shot) today. the doctor did give me another shot of bravelle and i go back on thursday to have another ultrasound done to see if that one follicle is at the right size. i didnt get to see the pictures from the ultrasound but mike was watching and he said that one follicle was really big. that they all didnt look like little dots anymore. he said to him that they looked like dots before but todays that it didnt.
i feel like we are getting so close to having our baby or babies (i know there is still a chance that i could wand up with more then one). i just hope that all the add stress that has been added on doesnt effect my body. i have been trying to stay away from all the stress that is going on but it seems to follow me around. i am trying my hardest not to let it get to me but there is some that is. i think people just dont realize that stress can effect people. and infertility is stressful into itself and then you add other stress it just makes it that much worse on a person. i really do hope that this is it for us. i feel like it is but i have had that feeling in the past and was wrong so i am hoping and praying that i am not wrong now.