we have made a big decision

we have made a big decision. mike and i talked about this and we are happy with what we have decided and we feel like it is the right thing for us. if we are not pregnant this cycle we are done with all the fertility treatments. we feel this is the right thing for us. maybe in several years we may pick them back up but we are done with them. we are hoping that by 2014 we will be able to start the adoption process. we just got to get moved and settled before we can start the adoption process. also got to know where we are moving to and we will be finding that out as soon as mike finds a job. which i hope it is soon. i hope that with all the jobs he has been applying to that he will find something soon. dont ask me how many he has applied to because i dont know the exact number but i think it is over 20 but not to sure. he comes home and after he eats dinner he gets on the computer to look for some more jobs. he is trying so hard to find something before sept.  please dont ask us a bunch of questions to why we are done with the fertility treatments. please dont tell us that we are making a mistake or say not to give up. because we are not given up, we are just going to go another way to have a baby. we have always wanted to adopted and we both feel like that is the right path for us. we just had to give the fertility treatments a try before we completely move on to adoption. we still hope that we are pregnant and wont find that for another week or so (if are pregnant we wont be telling anyone for at least a month so please dont start bugging us about it in a week). since we have made the decision not to continue to keep on with the fertility treatments i have been feeling much better. i think i was staying emotional drained and both of us was starting to feel so stressed out about it. if you have ever been thru infertility you will know what i mean by all that.
to everyone that is still trying to get pregnant baby dust to you all.