Sunday, June 9, 2013

alittle proud of myself right now

i am alittle proud of myself right now. was told that a family member of my is pregnant and i didnt get upset or anything like i usually do. i am happy for this family member. this will be their third child but it has been several years and i mean several years since she had her other kids. i know she has always wanted another baby and has tried for a while. so i am happy for her. i usually get upset when i hear about a family member being pregnant. i usually cry and ask why them and not me but not this time. i guess it still hurts alittle but not like it use to. maybe it is because i know that we will be adopting so we will be holding our little one one day. i just hope it is soon.

i just wanted to say i am proud of myself right now for not getting upset. congrats to my family member who is pregnant. i hope it is a little girl so we can play dress up haha.

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