all i can say is ugh

first i would like to take the time to say please pray for the town of west, tx. i think we all need to be praying for them right now as some of them has lost everything. and some has even lost family members. so lets pray for them.

okay now moving on. i just got to write about some crap that went on yesterday. why is it that family members are the ones that are the ones that hurt you the most.  it is kind of hard to go into detail of what went on but i am trying to get it figured out on how to wonder it all without going into a lot of detail. lets see well i defended some family on facebook yesterday about something and i guess a relative of my must of not like it. because she said some things to me that was in some ways hurtful, one was very hurtful and i just found out something else that she has said. i also want to put out one thing to not to do to someone who has infertility issues. never never tell a person going thru infertility that basically all their emotions and stress is from not being able to have a baby. yep that was what was threw in my face yesterday and it set me off really bad. if the relative that said this to me was infront of my face when she said she was have gotten punched in the face. not all my emotions or stress comes from that. and people needs to realize that comments like that can hurt. it is like rubbing salt in a wound. i have never done nothing to this relative and they are just being so mean. like just a moment ago i got a message from this relative telling me i was turning family against her by bad mouthing her. i have never said one thing about this girl that was bad. i just told the truth. she is all mad because some family members are sticking up for me. i just can not handle the crap from this little girl that is suppose to be a grown woman.  so yeah i blocked her on facebook and deleted her from my phone contacts. i am not going to lie to make myself look good. if no one does like me then they dont like me. i am a truthfully person and if no one likes then that is on them not me.