on to another round

well we are on to another round of infertility treatments. we was really hoping that we would have been pregnant but nope we are not. yesterday i really was wanting to take a pregnancy test but i was so scared to because i was afraid it would say not pregnant. and i am glad i listen to that feeling and waited because it would have been a waste of a pregnancy test. late last night i started my new cycle. i didnt want to wake mike up to let him know so i pretty much had a restless sleep last night because i wanted to tell him but i didnt want to wake him up because he had to get up at 5 something for work and i know he needed his sleep. (yeah i am a good wife to let him sleep. and yes i am very lucky to have mike in my life and he feels the same about me. )  i called the doctor office as soon as i had gotten back up (calling them at 5 something is way to earlier and they are not even open at that time and plus i wanted to try to get some sleep). i am have been waiting around to hear something back from the doctor office about what our plan of action for this cycle is going to be all day today. i hopefully  i hear something soon. if we dont i am afraid we may miss our chance this cycle. i hope that doesnt happen as we only have some many more months we can try.